hahah matt broke up with me, if you dont already know yett...

heres some lovely lyrics, cause i feel empty now... :

I hear the phone it rings so violently
Can't leave my room, can't breathe since she left me
I will admit i hate those things i said
Girls will always cry, guys will never admit they did

Hold on, hold on, hold on

Don't tell me it's over,
I'm not used to this temptation
And when you came running back,
There is no use for explanation
I think these things are too hopeful, even with my expert knowledge

i love you matt, always   <---[umm i guess always is like...over haha]

hey jus got home, i got my braces off! wow, this is awkward..i'm soo happy. well i gut softball tonight so i can show everyone lol . soo leave me some guestbook entries or eprops..or something <3

i love you matt

hey again..yea nothin happend much lately. ooh yea..i got this message and it was a song by ICP...and it had to do with a clown, and you know how i hate clowns. soo yea, i'm mad scared, i think the clowns are after me! haha... soo..yea.

soo today matt came over, we hung out for a while umm watched tv and listened to the radio. && then we went to murmacs. yepp

and on tuesday i might get my braces off

Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt